Last night was awful. But worse than the actual fight and almost break up is the residual awfulness. The big question is how long we’ll be able to make it work. We’ve never had a fight this bad.
Everything started because I was very irritable from work and little things kept picking away at me. Yes when I got home be had already gone and bought a beer and he was asking me if he could go get another. The drinking is a really big problem for me because it makes him very hard to be around. So after dealing with that for a few hours I exploded.
The fight was bad. Like really bad. Bad enough that I was packing his stuff so I could take him to his mother’s. That didn’t end up happening though. However I am half waiting for him to just leave anyway. I am not even sure how to feel anymore. I am just exhausted.